I can't believe the way that I was...
No purpose, no reason, no cause,
          Just stumbling along
          Like an unfinished song
Not mindful of all that God does.

I believed I could handle it all
From the big things right down to the small.
          But I quickly found out
          Without any doubt
That I was heading right into a wall.

Then something happened to me
That put me right down to my knee
          And I knew in that moment
         In the midst of my torment
What the only answer could be.

So I knelt down and started to pray,
Asking Jesus to show me the way
          And that's when I heard
         That He'd given His word
To stand by my side every day.

He's been faithful to do what He said
And I've tried hard to go where He's led.
          I gave Him control
         Of my heart and my soul
And joy has replaced all the dread.

It's amazing to feel whole and new...
To the fear and the pain bid adeau.
          And now I am able
         To be calm and stable
And alllow Him to carry me through.